V ~ Disorientation~

I stayed in the silence for a moment in complete peace imagining the placid lake. My creative imagination brought this peaceful setting beyond realties into new dimensions. The surrounding forest lay covered by the rich blue sky under a glorious white yellow sun. The waters are deep blue violet reflecting deep within them are galaxies within universes. The waters sparkle like the night sky full of stars.
This is your inner sanctuary, Zonh said quietly. Hold this feeling within as a sacred place of power. Allow yourself when you are ready to return to lesson. Keep your breath flowing with the energy of peace. Slowly return into awareness.
First, bring your breath back to your heart center. Feel this energy fill up your chalice of soul energy. Allow this energy from your heart to expand your throat center with a joyful silent song. Allow your breath to expand open your crown like a flower opening up to the heavens. See your eyes become single in acceptance of the rays of the highest star in the heavens. This ray of light is your life force. Honor your life lesson it shines to you.

Disorientation

The fullness of texture expanded my sensations, velvet seats, satin, soft white robes wrapped my body in the coolness of the air. Returning into consciousness from the peaceful dream setting I notice the air circulates holding refreshing coolness for the number of people in the hall. In the distance a low murmuring from above, the sound of a Votcraft. Perhaps returning from a mission for the Hyrayarch.
My thoughts move to other things, the Votars, the blacksuits, the secrets excite me. I am driven to become a Votar. I would love to be able to fly. The training would be worth it.
The sleek Votcraft are fantastic, their streamline white body, seamless fiberform architecture, revolutionary synergistic operating systems. These innovations are establishing the Hyrayarch as a technological giant. There is high secrecy around this realm. The world is becoming more fearful. Everyone wants more more power, I need to be more powerful, being a Votar will give me power.
I want the power to fulfill my destiny.
Votars are guardians. I will be a Votar, as long as it takes, whatever is required I will do this. I must seek the path of being in power and following the will of the higher plan. I will hold inviolate this force and follow the directions of the inner teachers.
Returning into consciousness from the peaceful setting and my dreams of becoming a Votar.

Psychic Attack

In the moments of silence I looked around nervously. Most of the aspirants had their eyes closed in silent thought. A few like myself looked around waiting for the ending of this period of silence.
I saw the one who held me in the black stare earlier. I recognize him now. He is called Zadir, he was in silence, steady in deep thought. I will find out more about him, but I am not sure if I want to. I need to know why he was chosen here. He is very different than the other aspirants. He is harsh and angry, intelligent but with a great intensity.
I stared at him and suddenly his sharp dark eyes opened. He stared directly back at me. I looked but did not see peace in him. I saw desire for power. I saw a deep black pool, the eyes of darkness. Zadir returned my stare. I looked away. I closed my eyes again seeing only an inner black background. A premonition of mistrust came over my thoughts and I attempted to shield myself from his energy. I heard the hum of life return in the room.
My senses became intense, enhancing my thoughts about everything. I became sensitive to Senea's smile during the orientation, but Zadir's dark eyes haunted me. I sense my breath going in and out, labored and tight. My body's is holding energy. I am becoming more tense and tired. My stomach hungers. I wondered how much longer the lesson is. Images push me into the recognition of his darkness pervading my consciousness. His dark eyes taunt my inner world. Senea's smile is does not take away his black eyes. This was not right. Something is terribly wrong.
Time slowly moved. I heard noises, people moving around, breathing, I looked up and saw Senea, her eyes closed standing perfectly still. She looked like a statue. The silence continued.

The arena

In an instant my thoughts were broken into splinters with a cold steel dagger in my back. I was being pushed through a dark hallway. My feet were bare. I stumbled over the cold dusty stones. Bright lights opened before me and I fell forward shoved hard to the ground. The sounds changed all around me. The light was bright, hot and I sustain a pain in my back, a bleeding wound. In this heightened feeling fear swarmed up my spine, quivers of frightful confusion told me to run. I just wanted to get up and run but I was frozen to the ground. What is happening. This awareness of evil, of being attacked, where is it coming from.
The dust was all around me, I saw nothing but I heard screams and my own screams of terror. Covered in dust, almost naked, I am not willing to look up hearing voices all around. Without looking with my eyes the visions of an arena broke past my closed eyes. Primitive peoples are lined up around me behind high walls. Roars of animals, tigers fill my ears with screams and cries for blood. This is a sacrifice, a death.
The animals are released, loose and ready to attack. Defenseless without weapons to control or fight them off I scramble and stumble away from two big black cats with sharp claws and yellow eyes run towards me. Screams of evil laughter fill my ears. I turn to run and there is another tiger. I turn again and it is too late she is upon me. I see the black eyes staring down on me in victory.
I jolt in consciousness upright, my breath is labored and forced. The quick vision startles me. My brow is dripping with sweat and my heart is pounding as I sit up catching my breath.
Tylar is sitting next to me and looks over hearing me groan just before this psychic attack.
Rysa, are you ok, he asks quietly.
I can only nod and groan clearing my throat. I motion to him that something was caught in my throat. I tell him this in a gesture but he looks into me with his dark blue eyes compassionately. I look beyond him I see Senea with her eyes open as well looking over at me.
Zadir did not look but others must have heard my moan and looked at me in concern. I could not talk, or speak or breath. I gasped for breath mortified, but more concerned with the strenght of the feelings. Why are these things happening to me. That was more real than anything I have ever experienced.
I felt my bones being crushed by the beast as it bit into my neck. I could feel the blood streaming down my chest from the wound as it worked to devour me. This vision of a life ended by the black tiger continues, the tiger tears away my skin and drags the body off, my consciousness was just within. My throat constricted to where I could not speak, I looked down into my hands to escape this feeling but could not remove myself from the black eyes of the dark master who released this beast upon me nor the fierce yellow eyes of the black tiger.
Finally, I feel a peaceful replacement of this vision as I return to consciousness of the Hyrayarch. I see from above the arena floating in a displaced awareness.

Zonh called all back to order.
All now return as one, The Dzyan is brought back to order in the here and now. Let us continue the lesson.
The mind is comprised of active and passive consciousness. Understand you have experienced all levels of life from the most terrible to the most beautiful. Do not hold judgements upon them. Most of our thoughts go on without conscious awareness. You will realize in the reorientation your actions are determined by the passive impressions and patterns that are set up to be brought out in your silent moments.
In venturing into silence I was allowing your passive mind to work as it always does. Mental discipline is complete control. Until you understand the workings of your mind you will allow your impressions to change uncontrollably without direction. Some will bring you unlimited pleasure and others terrible fear and pain.
I felt like he hit me with a stone. My mind was so disoriented by the moments of silence. I moved from thought to thought without any discipline at all. After the directed meditation my mind began to drift from peace to desire, to others and to anger.
The Arhala continued to speak, I listened, but I was not hearing or able to comprehend now. I pride myself as being intelligent, but an undisciplined mind is not intelligent, it is unruly and without any use.
I am not aware if that was a real experience of the tiger or imagination. But within every broken bone, every piece of ripped flesh, each experience was real, as the dust in my face. My imagination forced me into this scene. I saw desire and the fierceness of hunger. I am convinced I lived it, I knew it, this experience broke through my consciousness. It is lodged in memory. It changed every part of me. Others noticed. I was still being looked at with concern.
In the active mind are the points of the triangle, Zonh said. It represents the lines of causation of the unseen passive consciousness. The active mind reasons inductively using observation, experience, past education and presupposes results. It functions by selecting, analyzing, negating, and or affirming. It can remember, be logical and postulate and or originate thought as the command center of the senses.
Your passive mind works through deductive reasoning and is indiscriminate in what it accepts and is subject to all the information it receives. It functions involuntary, both reactive and creative. It is the energy source and the repository of memory. It is the basis of the total operating system and carries out directives automatically and with emotion.
As we end the first section of the Orientation, I must refrain from expecting too much on the initial lesson, but I expect you to find the time and take the effort necessary to become more mental disciplined. You must now take a time to integrate what has been said.
Thank you and hold the light within your body. Seek and listen for your inner teachers. Go and rest in meditation and follow your inner guidance.

Finding Vensia

As I left the hall I needed to run. I could still feel the hot breath of the tiger upon my body. I went walking along the corridor looking around nervously. I was shaking. I could feel myself needing to get away and be alone. No one could know this. I could not tell or explain this feeling away.
Many things were telling me to leave the Hyrayarch. I did not know what to think. This was not my world, I was caught in fear. The Hyrayarch protected me from negative thoughts. There were black eyes following me as I woaked through the lighted corridors. I was alone and moving away from peace.
I just want to leave and run. I want to get away from this feeling. I went past the garden and towards the door but something told me to go into the garden. I knew there was nothing outside that could help me or soothe my soul.
Entering the garden the temperature was warmer as the sunshine filtered through the skylights and the humidity was much higher. I just began to walk. Looking at the flowers, the blues and the violets were beautiful. This was more peaceful but I did not feel at peace as yet. There was still something that bothered my every movement.
The as I turned around the corner I saw a lady sitting quietly alone near a small tree.
She motioned me over.
Hello my name is Vensia, she said expressing a serene beauty amid the flowers behind her blonde hair. She seemed to be an Alperan as well.
My name is Rysa, I replied and she motioned me to sit. I sat down feeling some of my fears and pains relieved by her supportive smile.

I am a Sencha, she said and I can see you are new to the Hyrayarch. Something troubles you greatly Rysa. I can feel this. I am sensitive to your thoughts and feelings.
Her tone suddenly changed for me to one of deep compassion and understanding.
You have been hurt terribly, a wound goes deep within you to yoiur very heart. I feel this and know that you are still strong and made stronger because of it. You have a great mission to provide the world with and you are ready to undertake it.
Venisa, spoke like she could see right through me and I knew she could. I could sense her feelings start to protect me from the energy I was feeling.
Let me help you release this feeling Rysa, She asked. I nodded. You must allow your heart to open to accept the fear and not judge it as good or bad. It was something that you experienced. This is all, it was learned so it would be fulfilled again. You must not see the victim nor the perpetrator of evil. All are actors in your play. See instead the lesson. It is released from you as you allow it to be nothing more than a picture on your consciousness. It is nothing more than a moment of time and a point of awareness.
Vensia took my hand and held it in comfort and looked into my eyes.
Look deep within my eyes and see your own reflection. I am a mirror of you and we shall be close many times. Tell me if you hurt and you tell yourself that you care. this is your method to bring your fear up. Do not run from it. Look into the black and yellow eyes and turn them back with love and light. Send back pain with forgiveness and send back evil with life everylasting.
The vision of the garden held me in the fragrance of tranquility as she did allow me to release my fear.
I do hurt Vensia, I said, I can tell you this.
As I said those words my heart opened and my mind became clear. I could see a light emanate from her aura to cover and bring me more serenity.
Thank you for being here for me, I said as I departed her company to return to my room.
Thank you for being here as well Rysa, I will see you again soon.
She smiled as I got up and returned feeling much better and released from the fear that had gripped me.

The rigorous orientation continued. I was scheduled for student counciling in the afternoon. Lash would help to decide the direction of my curriculum. In Lash's Council Chamber overlooking the southern skies of Riusm I arrived with three others; Senea, Zadir and Tylar. The air was cool and crisp, but I was hot and alive with anticipation of working towards my goal.
Senea and I had spoken before and we have developed a rapport. She is very devoted. Her youthful smooth face masks a wise and serious will. Light abounds from her and she radiates compassion. I feel vibrant and alive in her presence
Senea is interested in advancement of herself but also caring and sensitive to others. She is childlike and her light brown hair frames her emerald green eyes. She sparkles with enthusiasm. She is deep and interesting. She works hard and diligently. Senea is someone I can trust.
Zadir is dark and brooding so different from the others I have met. I saw him in the orientation with his dark eyes pierced through everyone. He is from Zynx, the same as Lash and carries the same intensity. He was accepted into the Hyrayarch through Lash's recommendation the same as I. Zadir wears white robes but carries a darker aura around himself not wanting friendship, but demanding respect for his intelligence.
Zadir's power is his mental abilities. His genius is fierce intensity. I am uncomfortable with his anger. He speaks sharply without willingness to listen to others.
Tylar is my friend from Alpera. He was born in Tauzn and we met when I was a child. We met again at the State School on Rota and lived in Alpera. His heart is big and I enjoy his company and newly returned friendship. I must thank him for his efforts in getting my application accepted here. I am very grateful for his friendship.
We all have an awareness of why we have come here. Lash began. This mystery of why we are here may be rooted the need to know something of ourselves. It may be that you are curious. You may want to understand the philosophies, religions and sciences.
In the university we expect you to be serious and studious. Lash said in a very serious tone. As you become a Dzyan and then a Votar, Sencha, and or Scientist you must work diligently with self-control. The disciplined method of the teaching is on essence. The classes go in depth to find the meaning behind the words and the truth beyond the reality.
Our scientists unravel history, philosophy and religion to revealed a truth. We ask the universe to reveal knowledge. At this stage in the Hyrayarch, the orientation, we will throw you, the student, back upon your own mind and make you question everything.
This search requires effort. It demands practice and achievement of intuition guided by meditation. This will bring you to the Perisana. There are no fixed principles or formulated rules. Life is too delicate, too elusive to be taught in such a way. Life must be learned from your inner teacher.
I am a teacher, but your tests will be each unique and specialized and implanted by your inner guides.
Lash's words happened to strike me all of a sudden. I had the strange feeling like I had known this was going to happen. An inconceivable energy was flowing through me. It was invigorating. I am very conscious of the change.
I forgot the sound of Lash's voice, of the feeling of the carpeted mat I was sitting on, enclosed in a field of timelessness. An energy entered me for a moment and this moment seemed to break away reality and change time bringing me into the void of Zyan.
I was in a white field, I could see distances beyond our world, Lanea, I saw back from a distance the blue planet all alone amid the stars. I floated upon nothing and lifted above the mountains, sky, and clouds. A light drew me closer and I could see I moved towards a shape that emantated the light. It sparkled an glowing iridescent fullness of all colors within the brightest white. The feelings faded as I focused on his voice.
Your own idenity is a spontaneous insight, direct and indisputable that you cannot escape from. This is your existence. Even to doubt presupposes a doubter and demands an explanation. Your first and last thought is I. Before you pass the threshold you pass yourself and before you entered this life you became aware of this I.
Come closer to the root thought, hold concentration and become a clear calm awareness. The stillness of the eternity is in your being. Eternity is the field of Zyan. Eternity reverses time and consciousness with the bright light of knowledge.
Lash quietly ended his talk and looking at me asked.
Are you puzzled by something, Rysa?
Yes, I answered. A wondrous vision of a white light was coming towards me as I floated above and beyond our planet. And before I had a terrible vision of a painful death and experienced it like it was my body being killed.
What you feel is your mind opening to new dimensions, Lash smiled and said. This knowledge has been accepted by your passive mind and is beginning to change your experiences. Your expereince and impressions are real and represent a change of thought processes.
Lash this is difficult, I replied. The things you say do not seem clear to me. I am about to lose control of my consciousness completely. I am losing concentration and do not know what to do with all these impressions.
Why do I find my concentration fading? Are you teaching us in this manner?
You are observant, Lash smiled and laughed. All Dzyan face the learning of intuition. It is here you fade and falter in the fog and clear skies before the white light of intuition shines. It is the manner in which I teach to draw out the inner teacher. Look at this for a moment before we go on.
The intuitive mind is the inner teacher within us and is our direct connection with higher levels of consciousness.
The practical mental training constitutes work on the most important portion of your being, the emotional elements.
In the religions are feelings and through feeling the mind can reach mystic transcendent heights and then fall in the quicksand of despair. The mystics are emotionally devoted to ascending beyond into a mystical union without learning where they come from. These elements need mental discipline.
They have the desire for the perfecting light of divinity but they are involved in emotionalism extremism and psychic searches. They cultivate dramas and intemperance. These moods evoke unconscious aesthetic pleasures. These powerful feelings can throw off the balanced temperament and leave them unstable.
I am very moody, Senea said. Sometimes I find myself crying without real reasons and then I feel good again. Other times I feel so happy to be alive, breathing the cool crisp air, walking through the trees and flowers, or just being with someone. I feel a dual life going on within me, a happy side and a sad one. I see my moods and play a part, sometimes superficial other times too real.
Lash looked at her as she spoke reviewing every word and said. Each of us have different energies apportioned to us. The average person moves irresponsibly from one thought to another. Concentration consists in stopping the ever-changing habitual mental wandering and keeping the mind in stillness. It is easy to become despondent because of the difficulty in the early attempts to control the mind when it fights at every turn.
Let us direct our attention to mental mastery. Faith and patience are fundamental. Extraordinary mental faculties will unfold themselves at times and it is very unwise to seek these psychic powers alone.
Telepathic, telekinetic, and prophetic time dissolving mental functions will become as familiar as our normal mental abilities such as, seeing, hearing and speaking.
The path of self training in the Hyrayarch follows stages and contains different practices. The first stage is intellectual and logical. The second stage is where the rational mind turns itself off consciously allowing the intuitive mind to arise out of the stillness of inner teacher. The lower self is unaware of its unceasing relationship with higher guidance and direct contact with Zyan.
The lower self exists in its own belief system and lives by its own strength alone and deceives itself. Without the link with the inner teacher the mind shatters. The fog shrouds the mind and displaces Zyan with disease. The first signs of this is mental decay and Losing of the Glow, the sparkling lights of the eyes disappear. There is a dullness in the gaze. The lower self begins its suffocation of its being. In the mind we must exist in the lower self on this plane. The quest of the lower self is directly related to its mortality.
Why do we concern ourselves with the weakness of those who lose their power? Zadir said. If they are so lacking of energy to be caught in darkness let them stay!
Zadir, we are a oneness of being not separate, Lash answered patiently. As a group we are concerned with each soul."
My mind tells me otherwise, answered Zadir. If they are weak they will be ground up and become part of the work rather than the plan.
I think you allow weakness where strenght should be.
Zadir said this in a manner that was abrupt and without compassion. Lash nodded in affirmation but did not pursue this argument. He went on to finish this class.
We are to evolve and reach a third stage of development that goes beyond the mental training and brings in the spiritual. A receptive mood of service replaces the desire of the lower self. A real calm, a quiet peaceful fulfillment precedes the unfolding of the sunrise of the inner teacher. This is the point of resurrection.
The circle becomes a point and radiates light from within and shines outward.
It is the point of light within the Mind of Zyan, the Soende Crsla Ptal.
A silent moment ensued as Lash uttered the final words and arose in exhilaration as he spoke. He looked around at us as we were wide eyed even as the lesson had been long and arduous.
This is a part of what the Hyrayarch is and without the personal mental, emotional and spiritual training nothing is possible for you, Lash looked at Senea and said.
Senea had tears running down her cheeks as he spoke to her. Out of her pastel emerald eyes dripped a tear down her soft light brown skin and reflected in the evening sun.
Such tears are valuable allies, Senea, Lash said to her. In your heart they bear with them a mysterious cleansing influence that dissolves hard encrustations built up by the lower self which bar entry into your heart.
By gentle powerful action your tears aid the purification of your emotional being.
Tears emerge from an inner compulsion for the highest.
You are fortunate to be so close to the kingdom of your heart.
Senea smiled as she had always sought to hide her tears in solitude, but her teacher had comforted her in understanding and wisdom. I could sense a great amount of empathy from Lash as he spoke to her. Many times overflowing emotions lead to sensitivity and compassion.
I heard more of my teacher from his actions and these moments of compassion than in speaking to him or hearing his lectures. I found within him something he had spoken to us of, the purifying of the emotional self, the discipline of thought and the finding of the reality of the inner teacher with Zyan.
I recalled his words in conversation with Zadir and saw how he defused his anger in the moments of his relationship. Zadir stayed within his power and would not listen, but Lash is aware of this prideful intelligence. The orientation is just beginning as we learn of the method. I was thrown back upon myself in three ways. The vision and feelings etched an image of security and absolute trust in Lash.
I have found my teacher.

Solians

I awoke early for the second day of the Orientation. The first day was long and I had much to think about. Leaving my chamber into the hallway it reminded me of the times when I was a Solian in the Ingersol.
I had all but forgotten about those days in my life. But I was hypnotized. I did not realize I had been abducted and drugged. I was in the hands of power and they had control over me. It is a sad recollection. I was completely hypnotized. I brought scores of people into the Ingersol as a Solian. I thought I found the teachers and the school promised. I was wrong.
I had always been a loner and would never share my inner thoughts willingly. Even now in these halls this morning I am pretending not to be interested in the Dzyan. I listen to conversations of others and hear hints of the legends, the weather changes and the stories of other worlds. This is interesting to me, but I am afraid to open up to them.
I stay away and look around, at plants, the architecture and I try to look interested in things as I listen to intermittent words.
I overhead the word Mirak. I find myself staring into space but in deep recollection, my mind is not as peaceful as I want to appear.
Senea is talking to Zadir. He carries a darkness within. His complexion is darker but his intense deep black eyes of his race disturb me. Not like the others, like Lash but his energy affects me like a knife.
Am I resentful and jealous of his intelligence, everything is so easy for him. Lash treats him differently than the others. I cannot find a way to like him. I can be courteous, but aloof and distant. He fightens me and I cannot believe Senea could like him. I wondered what Senea was talking to him about?
I realized I was staring at them when Zadir looked directly at me. Quickly I turned my head away, feeling uncomfortable. I moved away from the wall and re-entered the Orientation.

2nd level

In the Great Hall I looked upon the podium seeing Zonh speaking with Lash who had his back towards me. Lash was dynamic as he turned and commanded a Votar nearby to come forward. I was well out of range to hear anything but saw Lash got his message across to Zonh. Zonh quickly demanded the Votar to follow as they left.
Lash stood there transfixed looking down the hall after them as they moved around the corner out of sight. I continued back towards my seat. Many others were getting seated as he composed himself before his lecture.
Appearing upon the stage to guide us in the meditation was Vensia. The one whom had helped me so much in the garden. In colors that rival the dawn Vensia appeared in brilliant white and pink light making her soft white features translucent and iridescent. The Hyrayarch is balanced within with the male and female energy. Vensia is connected to the inner teachers. She is called, a Sensha, Aurea, healer, guide and councilor.
All around Vensia lights sparkled in a vibrant bluish white like she was being guided by the Nelans. This supernatural strength and the power of wise guidance came through as she began to spoke the invocation.
Heart Guidance
Open your hearts to Zyan
Our hearts are guided to peace
Accept the light of the Masters
You are born into the light
You are the mystery of life
I am a miracle.
Azzakiury
Perisana omni Shria
Saon Nelan Alisz
Annalighbala
Iuamriscz ki Vorlaut
Clemirah.

Her words were clear and touched the sensitive heart. The heart is being opened and Vensia is an Aurea or guide to the inner worlds. The language can be spoken from each of the sensitives and it combines all languages. It is the language of Nelan. The books called the old commentary have many of the words listed but it is a lost language to Alonia.
Lash approached the stage and thanked Vensia in a bit aloof manner. Vensia took his hand and guided him to the Podium and then departed. Lash pulled out all of his papers and settled himself comfortably in his mental body. The prayer settled me into a readiness.
I am Lash and I will guide you through the next phase of the Orientation. With serious effort we must continue to orient ourselves. Only a small percentage of Alonians associated with the Hyrayarch are ever at the University at once. The Dzyan travel together in classes. In the University we move together as a wave through numerous levels yet all graduate together.
Our history is coming to an end as the old ways are doomed eventually to die out the new energies to strengthen. There is a new birth of Lanea into another dimension. Allow yourself to see that this is the nature of evolution. This change will carry man to a high pinnacle of the temple and to the mount of initiation.
We are learning to see each other as beings of light.
See all forms of manifestation as light units of varying degrees of brightness. Think in terms of intensity of power and brightness. Your light status is known, there are no secrets. The color and tone of your light is noted and apparent. Your capacity is recognized. This is the rule of the enlightenment. All energies are mental in nature.
The Dzyan is composed of every school of thought, yet we all speak the same language, learn by the same symbols, tread the same path, and have found the same core and essential beliefs. Understanding this you are here to form the new world and you are the spiritual nucleus. This is the great work and our mission, supplement efforts and reinforce the message.
You are the body of Zyan and the principle of Perisana. This presence is known in the world by your effort. Build, preserve and establish truth. Reorganize thoughts and establish control. Unfold Zyan. The Dzyan initiates those who have learned the secret of silence. The Dzyan works from love. You are not to be in judgement or condemnation of any part of the world.
Lash paused. His intensity was directed. The silence from the assertions was welcome. The direction and duty of the Hyrayarch brought out the awesome need for focus.
Lash took the moment to study the assembled students. Lash is quite different than Zonh, long black hair with shades of grey. His eyes are dark bluish black with impenetrable tint. Lash's voice was crisp and explicit with a delicate tension.
With the transference of life energy," he continued. The old world exits only as a disintegrating world memory. It is becoming like shifting sand, unstable, confusing, filled with stress. Those who hang onto the old ways, the ancient theologies, are becoming more and more reactionary. They reject new methods of finding truth. They recognize authority outside of themselves, whether a prophet, a book or a theology. They prefer obedience to imposed authority than the self-imposed guidance of the Saon Nelan.
The nature of service is an aspect of energy working under the Vorlaut. The Vorlaut destroys forms in order to release.
Service is a manifestation of the principle of liberation.
Service saves, liberates and releases imprisoned consciousness and is performed from the intuition.
Group service is the life of example.
Stimulate, purify, and coordinate the etheric body. The etheric body is the transmitter and the medium for all human energies. Etheric consciousness is the advancement of physical matter into a evolution for the race. The ability to see etherically and recognize etheric matter is the process of this change.
We have behind me a screen that is enabling you to see the auric colors of the speakers. You will be able to see this more and more clearly. You are being released from frequency control by being inside the Sanctuary.
Raise your vibrations. Do not resist. Discipline yourself to, learn, understand and use your will and discriminate and choose correctly.
Lash spoke these words with an indescribable emphasis. His manner seemed troubled even as he was poised throughout his lecture.
Every thought form is built under the impulse of emotion and desire.
The motivating impulse to create thought forms are mental and emotional.
A potent desire, either good or bad, either selfish or unselfish.
When a thought form is constructed it remains with you. It may also if strong enough find its way to what you desire. It forms within your time cell part of a dense wall of thought forms which entirely surround you. The thought form can become more powerful than your ability as a creator. Obsession to ideas, driven by desires is a station of OBS creation.
Thought forms pushed into the mental aura of another human being or into some group is the basis of evil magical work and the imposition of a powerful mind upon a weaker. As a creator the responsibility remains. These lessons are of extreme importance.
The world as a whole interests the Hyrayarch. Another crisis, as desperate as war, will arise, with a tide of catastrophe. It is expected to break suddenly on our world. World peace will come eventually, but the current trend is that the world will experience suffering, since Alonia does not heed sufficiently spiritual messages from its Masters.
A new era is written in prophesy.
The question remains how the mass of humanity will pass over. Through a blood-splashed route of war, a large depopulation of this planet, and a virtual collapse of our civilization, or within a glorious ascension.
Crisis is a last opportunity to arouse consciousness and follow life's higher purposes and orientate to a higher vibration of evolution. These are the last days, not of the world but of an age. Alonians have descended into the lowest forms of ethical materialism. Civilization will fall no further.
Technology is at its highest level and the morality of Alonians is rising toward the realization of nobler possibilities. Government may prepare systems to defense and rescue, of protection and relief, but they will be inadequate. It is outside their capacity and beyond their courage. There is an utterly different kind of future coming to the world.
New and powerful forces are transmitting thoughts, feelings, intuitions and ideals of a religious, mystical, and philosophic to Alonia.
There is an opening of a new epoch on Lanea. We are upon the edge of radical change. You will find yourself in the short time ahead speaking in new languages, of new ideas, of powers beyond your present imagination. The forms of the past will disappear quickly with most of the population.
We do not know how this will be accomplished only that it will happen. The dimensional shift will transform the world into something entirely different.
The Hyrayarch is under the guidance of the greater Spiritual Hierarchy. It is building a new pattern. Physically each of you will overcome a hostile environment. There will be a retreat from the cities and an exodus to the country. The population will abandon chemically poisoned and devitalized foods and leave the polluted air of the cities. They will arise out of the destruction and violence of the dying age.
Becoming a master is your inescapable duty and your sacred responsibility, and be masters. It is your obligation to help in the birth. It is paramount. It is one of the Hyrayarch's functions to reveal this world experience. The Hyrayarch is showing the deeper causes of chaos and turmoil, and pointing the way toward transformation.
Your duty lies in letting people become aware that the knowledge of truth exists.
If our civilization does not better itself, it will have to descend and make way for another one.
Alonia is walking on the edge of a precipice. There is no escape from this necessity. There is a time limit. There comes a time however when catastrophe must come and cannot be averted. It is time for you to think on these things and understand your role in the change.
Lash spoke in such clarity and conviction that I was left in timelessness as he ended his section of the Orientation. He abruptly left all in a state of whispering foreboding. Everything he said makes sense and his sober proclamations make me feel uncomfortable.

We relaxed to the hallway and the courtyard was refreshing but I sensed eyes looking at me, I turned and saw Tylar, Everytime I see him I think of Alpera. Alpera is a beautiful province rough and rugged with a climate that fosters working outdoors with force and will. The Alperans are for the most part simple undirected and act spontaneous looking for enjoyment first.

On returning back into the Great Hall I greeted smiles with Senea. She was quietly awaiting Zonh and looked enlivened by the day's Orientation. She emanates a sensitivity I find very appealing and a psychic compassion that unifies her.
I have seen the eyes of the Masters observant in a favorable and kind appraisal of her. They show appreciation of the way in which she conducts herself. A spiritual maturity and responsiveness I would do well to emulate.

3rd orientation.

With an air of dignity and purpose Zonh stepped upon the rostrum. The Arhala leads with regal power and he collected himself as the room quieted in respect. The Votars stood at attention looking straight ahead as he entered past them. The initiates held themselves in reverence for the Grand Master.
Zonh held an upright posture in a white robe trimmed in gold with violet. His dark hair framed his whitish skin, and deep set dark blue eyes. They always sparkle with clarity.
In his movements Zonh was balanced, poised and in harmony. He held his power and contained himself before his speech. I found Zonh's openness in private conversations disarming in consideration of his accomplishments with the Hyrayarch. I see his full power, the proper respect and the perspective he has earned from University he established with Vayla.
An increase in light in the room affected his appearance. The energy in the Great Hall changed. The readiness of each student was renewed. A building excitement filled the air as he looked over the assembly.
I will not follow the standard focus of the Orientation. Time is too precious and I must speak from my heart.
The times and guidances becoming centered in our world are telling us there is an urgent need for all of you to become masters.
This necessity is brought about by the timing of the great ascended masters. We have been informed in ways too difficult to explain in this very short time.
There are major upheavals and transformations happening to our world, Lanea. Our world will no longer be what we have thought. There is the changing of dimensions many of you feel but do not understand in your consciousness.
I use inspiration
and tell you to combine
your hearts with the mind.
The mind and heart together is who we are. Vayla, our Inner Guide, Arhala and Sencha. Her sensitivity will reach to you as she has reached for me. I listen to her words and ask that you are guided to your inner teacher by her wisdom. I say a prayer for all in this moment.
Alashram
In the heart is an open door
It forgives and guides the soul home
Let it be for you.
Vayla embraced Zonh with passion and life. She smiled and raised her arms up and exclaimed in a loud voice.
Hold on to emotion.
Love is the blending power and unifying power that will break down all the barriers to your new body.
From my heart I reach out to you.
The room filled with intensity from Vayla's perspective. She is not evangelical, nor pushing this philosophy on any, but there is a deep truth in her. She is not in the intellectual or immersed in emotional feeling. Vayla spoke from her heart and mind together.
You are here to listen and I am here to answer, She continued. It is enough to know this, you are not alone, but you are here and are provided for with abundance. You hope the difficult part of life will be relieved from you.
Know the difficult part is the precious quest you have taken so others will follow and know you are to be trusted.
Each step upon the path is filled with chance and danger.
You are given the power to reach up to Zyan.
Move within and walk with concentration. It takes more than the causal interest in evolution to ascend.
A full life is lived with fullness and tremendous interest, not out of a desire for diversion. Life is not in any way a diversion. This is a harsh reality a strong and ever present mission.
Walk with confidence if you expect anyone to follow you. You are not a child, you are grown and have vision. The world is hungry for your vision.
Stand up with conviction. Lift the consciousness of life and bring us to a peaceful world filled with love. I look into your eyes and I see the masters who will bring the greatest of all adventures.
Awaken and guide others even as you are guided. I am guided by the Ascended Masters. They tell me to tell you this, they tell me, I am to give you the instructions to bring on the exaltation. To reach exaltation you must build your strength.
Hold your life sacred and do not let your power diminish.
Hold fast against all forces that would take your power.
Time will not be your enemy any longer.
Time is not a prison. Time is your energy. Allow spirit and emotion to pick you up and lead you to the light. Call out for others to follow you to and over the mountain. Live in the higher dimensions. Hold your life as sacred and cherish it. Alonia is in the state of loss and confusion. The people have forgotten morality. They have forgotten goodness. Establish truth on this world and do it quickly. There is no time to wait.
You did not create yourself. Zyan is the prime creator behind and beyond all creation. Whose purpose do you follow, a high a noble purpose or a purpose of the lower self? Which purpose do you feel?
These are the instructions for the exaltation. You must live within your center and be balanced in goodness before all else. Zyan will not be able to work through your heart until this is so.
Vayla moved from the raised platform of the Great Hall and walked among us. She attended to each one, down each aisle looking into the eyes of the assembly. A tear formed in her eyes.
I wish to you receive they gift of transmutation, She said softly and in honesty. Please, rise and come into my arms, each one of you for a moment. Let me share my love for your soul and let us open the heart of the Hyrayarch. Rise and come forward so we may become whole and healed.
Everyone rose and began to move forward to the love she willingly gives. Issand approached her and she reached out with her hands and then put her arms around him. They embraced him heart to heart. Then released him in pure exaltation.
Tylar embraced her, Senea, Arim, Chevon, Vynsi, Norstar, Isyr, and more and more came to her for love and alignment. I was next behind Zadir.
Zadir, come into oneness of the heart and the mind, She said to him as I watched her give him love like a son she has not seen for years and years. Forgive and let go of your wounded heart.
I saw his eyes that were so black and cold glimmer for a moment washed in the holy water of her heart. I came forward to seek my heart.
Rysa, hold me and embrace your heart of love. I hold love for you from Zyan, feel it and live your life like you were born to, she said softly to me. Let the light shine and you are the light.
I left in peace without the thougths I held before. She gave me her warm soul to cherish in fullness and completeness.
The heart embrace was finished and she returned to the stage and in a bright flash of light, pure, simple and white Vayla disappeared for a moment. The light began to pulsate, flashing slowly. She reappeared standing in front of it. The light began to flash brighter and faster and faster. The effect began to become shattering to the sense of motion as Vayla started to dance. Under the effect of the light.her movements became captured in instants of time. In her movement, the dance became a play of joy.
She smiled and laughed and brought forth her emotional body in a rhythm with the pulsating light. As she reached her hands up and spun again and again. The light sprinkled her with colors until it turned to a deep violet and she rested. Valya let her arms come to her side and then reached upwards with both hands and said.
So be it.
Voice your truth and speak your love,
So be it for you.
I bless and give you my heart.
She said these words in a loud voice raising up her right hand and pointing upward. Zonh returned as Vayla embraced him with the same love she shows all of us and departed the stage. I am entranced by her beauty and expression. She is so free to speak the words and knows the truth. Vayla released herself from all in a quick, joyous and exciting fashion. She is refreshing and brought the energy up to a higher level.

 

 

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