XI

There is no silence in my heart for I must work and move quickly before the good is gone. I must think fast and stay on my feet for only Solians will survive, all others will be lost to the waves of the seas that will surely wash over the land.

I awoke with my head heavy upon the parchment of the old commentaries. My dream lasted hours and the sun was rising up in the sky. It was just minutes before the briefing. The dream seemed real. I remember speaking and teaching as a Solian in the provinces of Ion and my life in Alpera on the Island of Rota.

I cleaned up quickly my papers and I got myself to at least look rested rather than haggard from a night of study. I ran down the hallway my eyes still bleary to get to the fifth level scientific reorientation exams.

After the day's lesson the Votar Kynax informed I summoned by the command to speak with Lash. He referred me speak with Lash. Puzzled I wondered about this unscheduled appearance in front of a master. What I was called in for, I understand the lessons, I have passed the tests.

Concerned about this issue my pulse rate quickened as a drop of perspiration crossed my forehead as elevator opened. The green lights flashed before me and I pressed the fifth level and began my begin my ascent.

The glass encasement of the Sanctuary reveals its architectural beauty. The skyscraper is built with a light as the main consideration. Light streams through out the interior in magnificent style and grace. Rapidly the elevator accelerated upward, quickly past the fourth level of Votar training and slow to a halt at the Scientific Division of the Hyrayarch. The science library opened up to the left of the exit. I passed it nervously walking towards the command and office administration center to the right.

His secretary took my name and checked my appointment. She was businesslike and emotionless in her responses. Her face gave off nothing other than useful politeness.

Lash was made aware of my presence.

Rysa, It will be a moment, she said. Would you please take a seat.

A door closed as down the hall before I was seated. I looked down to the row of offices illuminated by the glass walls of the eastern exposure. A dark figure wearing the black suit of a Votar left the office. His body shape was difficult to place. They look very similar in their uniforms. He was smaller than Nolif. A Votar who I had not seen before. He appeared uneasy, just the walk, the puzzle, something. I stared down the hall at his departure. It was all to obvious. The Votar made sure he left towards the rear most stairs.

Looking quite amicable Lash came out of his office. He carries himself with comfort and grace in his white working scientific robes. Rysa, Please come in, He said with a smile.

As he came near I rose in greeting realizing I was tight and uneasy here.

Please come into the office so we may discuss some historical information with you, He said gesturing me to come into his elegantly practical office.

We need to speak about your past, Rysa. He said making me feel a natural apprehension.

My past is wounded, I don't remember, I thought. I don't want to remember. All of the old fears and pains raced through my consciousness. What did I do that the Hyrayarch does not approve of. This fear began to build in me. Is this what he wants to know. What have they found out.

Please relax, This is not about you, Lash said sensing my anxiety.

We are concerned about the Ingersol.

You have been part of their organization and so we need some assistance.

He looked out into the view of Riusm as he said this. He didn't look into my eyes, but at the setting sun drifting down to sea level in the twilight. My mind wandered as he spoke about nothing in particular, about the challenges of the Hyrayarch, concepts I have heard over and over.

The Ingersol concern us. They have the power of religion and of the state.

They are in more control than anyone realizes.

From my time with them, from that time forward I have been infected with OBS. I just wanted to forget it, forget it all and what they had done to hypnotize me into their beliefs.

Rysa, I need of your services on a special mission, Lash broke my mood with a request. The Hyrayarch is aware of important changes in the environment. The Ingersol is aligned with a negative movement. They are not aligned with the energy of the transformation. They have developed images and powers to control. This has been done for thousands of years. In order to protect itself from outside forces the Ingersol has developed an alliance with the government while betraying all others in an effort to cause separation and disruption.

There are outer forces aligned to ruin of everything the Hyrayarch is promoting.

Some members of the Hyrayarch are concerned with the plague of OBS and the Ingersol is advancing propaganda that they have a physical cure of this disease. The Ingersol is sending out messages of distorted extremism. They are promoting maniacal lunatics who desire power to extremes.

They have begun to control the medicines of the culture and are really becoming the pawns of greater forces. The threat of infiltration of negativity of the dark beings of XAXA is our concern. The Ingersol is the nesting ground of this doctrine of bigotry and hate.

Rysa you know the Ingersol better than most as your past shows. Lash said. In former association with this materialistic religion the ease of redemption and the opportunity of authority was tempting. In your original application you state you were hypnotized by the desire for power and greed.

They created a system of connective entrapment making you unable to prosper unless you became part of the Echelon Alliance. The Ingersol is seeking to expand their goals and crusade of dogmatism. They are preaching that the obscuration is a plague where each soul is irreversible lost unless they are healed through the Ingersol. This is a giant lie being brought out.

The Ingersol knows OBS has created panic and the Government is in collusion with this hysterical preaching of the irreversible process of OBS degeneration. The XAXA are behind this evil manifestation of decay. They feed off of the fear that is being generated.

I painfully remembered, as he spoke my past as it had left me debilitated of energy. I vaguely remember my life with them and the affects of OBS held my spirit in containment. Thankfully I am safe within this Sanctuary.

As a Solian Director for the Ingersol I held power over many followers, I told Lash. Attaining this power was difficult and I paid a great price. I was a step away from becoming a Solian Overlord of the Echelon Alliance.

A twist of fortune changed my life, I said breathing deeply subconsciously. I did not understand how it happened, this was an unexpected demise.

The next overlord became Tharn Selim and held to power with the tools of mesmerization. His focus was total and without reversal. So much power and so little wisdom. How could I have been so blinded by power in the quest for the material rewards of the Ingersol. I was achieving the honors while violating the rights of people, convincing and proselytizing person after person in my vain attempt to become Solian Overlord.

Do you remember what was happening to motivate you, the promises of the liberation and the goals of the Echelon Alliance? Lash asked. It was not easy to turn away from the promise or the work which you had devoted yourself to.

He asked this and watched as my eyes rolled upward in memories. I could hear myself speaking with power and vision.

It still haunts me, I said. The power of the Ingersol I do not under estimate.

Your infection with OBS began long before you had started to move away from the inner circles of the Ingersol. The obscuration of your mind was a process that was accelerated by being within this association as your are aware now. Lash commented making me think deeper about where I had become infected and how.

Rysa, one of the students is moving in this heading. He is hypnotized by this goal, mystified and only seeing one direction. It can be seen when you speak with him. He will not look directly in his eyes. The Hyrayarch is forgiving and very powerful in our own ways. We still must honor choice. If it is his choice to leave we honor it, but we cannot allow him to take away our own knowledge or hurt the image, power or prestige of the Hyrayarch.

I thought for a moment of Issand, Norstar, Zadir, Tylar, Toron, Arim and all the others. I wondered who this might be. I discounted, Tylar he found life too enjoyable to follow the Ingersol. Norstar wouldn't have returned or been allowed to return without the demand of a clear mind and his past checked thoroughly. Issand, too practical and forthright, he said exactly what he thought about everything and everyone to a disarming degree, I don't think he could every speak untruth easily. I was left with Zadir, Toron and Arim.

Rysa think about what I am asking you to do, Lash said in all seriousness. We must find out about what is going on within our own Dzyan.

I require your help, Lash asked in a tone that was neither demanding or passive. Arim is meeting with an Overlord from the Council of Ingersol tomorrow in Riusm. His name is Ebax Wetap, the Overlord is very powerful in this region and has convinced Arim to assist him in betraying the Hyrayarch.

We cannot allow this to happen. Arim has requested and has been granted leave for his duties, to gather materials and supplies. We have uncovered this meeting through the efforts of others but I will not explain further to you.

The sun slowly drifted below the horizon of the ocean and the room darkened. Automatically the inner illumination began to emanate more intensity. The thought of the Ingersol made me very uneasy and shadows stretched incredible long from the surrounding buildings outside the Sanctuary. My stomach ached with an unhealed wound, with broken dreams and blank faces from memories of the Echelon Alliance.

They speak lies all lies, the unremittingly Solian Overlords calling on the faithful to press on toward the goal of domination of the world. It was indeed their desire for this. They were the parasites, the evil ones, the ones who lied.

It is important that we have your fully focused and ready for this mission. You are healed of OBS but still do not understand the effects, the causes or the resultant damage it will do to the civilization.

Before you begin this mission you must go to the healers. Your appointment has been made. They will take care of your needs for purification and revitalization.

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Healing

In the healing center feeling suspended in delay I expected to be analyzed thoroughly. Siana came in the examination room for the analysis and intake with nothing other than a small notebook. She was small in body but tall in stature within the Hyrayarch. Her brownish hair glistened and her eyes glowed with health. She gave me a feeling of comfort and the sense that she was a healed healer.

Lash mentioned she was one of the advanced on all the modalities of healing. She left the government facilities after finding corruption and a hopeless bureaucracy that would never allow for real healing.

Rysa, each person is in a state of toxic shock from living in this world, she said in introduction is an all business approach.

It is a painful experience to live in this world. It is shocking and filled with poisonous toxins created by deranged emotional flow between you and all others.

Siana looked at me with love and compassion in her understanding brown eyes. She was also looking into my eyes and at my skin. As she talked to me she was feeling my pulse.

I listen to the inner voices, Siana said. They tell me new knowledge and energy will not come into the old receptacles.

This power of new life energy is being protected by an electromagnetic frequency barrier so that it might leak out further and cause damage to the weaker ones.

Each member of the Hyrayarch must come to me when they are ready to begin the work and have their auric body sealed so that it does not discharge or send out discordant radiations. Wasted knowledge turns to pain and it corrupts that which is not ready.

In all things moderation, discipline and management are important for proper development and growth. It is so in all things too much food that is not taken as nourishment will rot in the open and become a breeding ground for the scavengers. Scavengers have their place as well and we must not be in judgement but observe that sickness will come to those who take too much or take to little and are not aware of balance or timing.

Touching different meridian points on my back and then feeling the magnetic polarity of my body Siana continued to speak. She was very quick and thorough in the analysis. She stopped for a moment to write some notes down and continued her physical analysis of my systems. I got the same feeling as with Vensia that she was not only an Healer but a Sencha as well.

The rules of the universe are simple enough for all to understand and you should understand the things spoken in your inner mind are true and follow the path to health. When you are confused by the principles of the Hyrayarch the answer of meditation will take you into the other world of your mind. Take the peace and the silence of meditation to help awaken you to the inside of life and to see again the wholeness of the life.

Siana made this very real, pointing out that the frequency responses of a meditative mind as one opposed to meditation show stress and tension levels very high. Explaining this in turn causes blood poisoning and malfunctioning of systems over an extended period of time. The chronic failures are not based upon simply body failures but deeper issues that begin on inner levels of consciousness.

The heart is your center and produces the base of your life, she said as she used both hands to touch my heart. It is here that the soul enters and you feel love. The heart pumps the blood, the vitality of life through your arterial system and receives it through your venous system. It is a pathway of life and it brings the vitality back into a center within the body.

Your heart as the center is centered by love. It is the color green and shows the center of the rainbow and it is the mixture of blue and yellow. It is the mixture of spiritual and physical, the mental. The heart as love is healing and brings to light the necessity for empathy and caring to all creatures and all beings.

Rysa your heart is very strong, Siana smiled and looked at me almost ready to ask me something. She was silent as she looked at me feeling my heart.

I have not noticed such a steady pulsation before. This is a very powerful indication of your health, she said. This is one of the reasons you were able to overcome OBS.

Your heart was able to stay within its rhythm even in the midst of the parasitical growth that was developing upon it.

Again I noticed a puzzled look as if she was going to speak but did not. Her eyes were wide open and full of life. There is a light about her eyes that shows forward pure immaculate life force.

The heart beats in a rhythm that is unending it moves the blood to the tune of an internal vibration between pumping and relaxing. The in and the out, the push and the pull are balanced here and we feel the presence of movement through our body and mind. It allows us the opportunity to associate with others and share in their pulse. The beat of life is given by the heart and it is the pulse of the universe, our time clock. When the heart stops beating we surely die.

When the love is stopped by whatever means or closed off there is death.

Death of the body is the moment where a person must become transformed into spirit again and away from bodily form. It is the life that was given up that is the reason for their death. They did not take the opportunities to become whole again. The opportunities are always available to each person and they must know they have been given.

Rysa your body was covered in parasites when you were involved with the Ingersol. These parasites work in mobs and groups and show up in the outer world through a consciousness infection. You are made to believe you have to survive. They say the things about survival, prejudice, authority, and that life is dangerous.

The XAXA is behind all disease for disease is the feeding ground of scavengers. They are the ones who would take all of your life and leave you without a home, a life or a heart. The XAXA are most dangerous and so you must know them for what they are scavengers and parasites that will eat away at your flesh until you are gone.

Parasites that attack and attach to your root we call Rotters. This is a way of explaining what they are, they are rotten and work in the roots to degenerate your life force and keep you from having the vitality to protect yourself. They do this by poisoning your system. They take from the very soul the ability to know and to take in spiritual energy for everything that they have is negative, criticism and rejection. They feed on anger, hatred and all the emotions that kill the love of the soul.

With a clear and concise understanding of parasites Siana informed me of world wide infections that are growing more powerful everywhere. It was not just within the negative aspects of business and society. It was about everyone, all of Lanea was completely infected by the XAXA parasites.

In the fertile regeneration center the parasites eat away at your energy. These parasites want control and domination of another. They have infected the sacred sexual energy.

She used a word that has become foreign and forbidden to the world. Sex has been driven from our lives. Alonia has become infertile. The infertility is because of OBS. It has deformed life and sex and procreation have been declared illegal because of the disease and so life will become extinct and non existent. There are few children in the world. The growth of population has ended.

I would want to be a mother, Siana said sadly. Her eyes filled with tears as she said this. I am the youngest in my family and all my family have died.

Siana is not alone in this. Society felt the deadly revelation that without regeneration all life would die off Lanea. The population is in a sharp negative decline.

All births of children have been still born or terrible deformed and have died shortly after birth, Siana said. OBS has infected all the mothers. The government has not allowed children to families. The Government is working on cures but they are all chemical remedies. They do not see the underlying threat of the poisoned environment.

I was the last generation to be born before the plagues of the regenerative genetics happened.

The stories of the elders speak of generational families and of being able to live free. Families are only memories now, so much has changed and so quickly. With the advent of the state schools all of that vanished.

The Ingersol has propagated the rumors of perversions of the race to be the cause. The world is in a state of confusion about life, sex, and the purpose of living. All families have been replaced by communal and single living quarters. So many are held in central homes. The family structure has been replaced by the home businesses. I am thankful to be in the University system and so I am not forced into the conglomerate corporations. Being a worker would kill me. They are given no freedom and work from morning to night with no release.

We have hopes of bringing children back into the world, but only when the timing is right, Siana continued as I thought of these things. There are reasons why new souls are not coming into the world. The XAXA use the desire and greed and the wanting of more from another in the business sectors, and they take from the ones who are in fear of less. They partake of emotional energy on the subtle planes. Rysa this is why when you were in lust after physical things with the Ingersol you contracted OBS. This was your infection, not a stray virus but a misalignment. It is the lust after the flesh after food, after money and after life itself. It is the hunger for more and it is the drive that is selfish to the core.

The XAXA who are in this center are ravenous, wicked, see and imagine things that are cruel hideous and they hurt us. We have lost our children because of this infection.

They torture you and have you hang in suspension as they rape the life out of you for they do not want your death yet. They want to squeeze every bit of pain out of you they can. We have lost our fertility and our love in physical form. This is our legacy, the last generation.

The XAXA are the ones who need the energy of fear, failure, jealously and envious disgust, all things that go against love.

The life force is pushed into infection as the roots of life are degenerated, we call these parasites in your root center the Rotters, we call the parasites that take away your creative force the Suckers. They suck out your love and take away goodness leaving impurity and disease. They take the magic out of life and turn it black. The XAXA take away the trust out of life, take truth and make it lies, they deceive and reverse the magnetic polarity.

In the solar plexus are XAXA parasites that feed on fear and pain. They kill joy and leave pain. This is where you feel fear. This is the fear of hurt emotional hurt and real pain, physical emotional and mental pain that would make you desperate. It leaves nervous anxiety and they come in with shocks and with violent attacks to elicit pain and fear. They want the shock value to send you in an unbalance to make you feel that you are inferior and cannot have power to make you weak, to make you sick, to make you helpless. They come with wanton rapid action to rob you of your power. They are the Killers, the energy stealers. They steal what ever they can get and leave you with nothing.

This is what OBS does. It is not a disease, it is parasites taking away your life force until you are left with an empty shell. Watch for them for they come quickly and come to take and that is all. When they have taken you feel empty and when you feel empty you will know that you have been attacked.

They use temporal power in government, through the law, the police, criminals, hate and violence. When you are hurt by one who is lost in fear and pain the real killers are there to quickly steal your energy and not to kill you. They want you to live in fear of their attacks. This is their way to control.

Alonians have a way of letting this happen and allowing the XAXA to hurt them.

Healing is to work with those that hurt others and have them realize they are the ones that are being hurt by parasites they do not see.

The truth you must see is who the XAXA really are and that there are know what they are doing and will do it no matter what. You must begin to protect yourself from these forces. They are within a group of evil. They will always be there and they are in every school, in every religion, every social group and everywhere you live and work. This is the nature of the present day world and you can spot them only through feeling. Some are better at disguise than others, but they are all parasites.

One of the best ways to find them is to see their energy that is around them. It will be shown to be very chaotic and fearful, filled with negatives and things that you would not tolerate if you had a choice. These show you that they house the evil in their lower bodies and they are possessed and accept this is their nature. The higher center levels may be functioning but more to be tantalizing and attractive than to be functioning as beacons for health and truth.

The way is to feel for them, with your shields up and do not look into their eyes for they will try to hypnotize you.

Look into their life and see what they live on. Is it fear, greed and lust.

Look at the actions they produce and the feelings they produce in you.

Always believe in your feelings and intuitions.

Walk away from the parasite and the person housing it as soon as possible. The one who feeds it will attract other prey to set up fear causing conditions of survival, lack or stress so the XAXA can be fed by it.

Make your decision not to get caught in their web. This is a careful decision and your position within the family of the Hyrayarch depends upon your ability to hold your own power. All hardships when confronted on a positive level bring higher truth. The parasites you are looking for are the ones who revel in their disasters and bring them to you for review. In this case they are infecting your energy and will soon be sucking your life force away, rooting under your boundaries and walls and stealing your energies. It is their way of taking power rather than creating it.

Look into the world like this. The media is the greatest example of this and it is almost all designed to take energy by creating all of the classes, the distinctions between Alonians. All are loved by Zyan and no one is left outside of the Perisana.

Why will it not change, why won't the world change because who controls it and why. They are here to take your power. By taking your power you are left weakened and useless to the Hyrayarch. You are nothing more that a prisoner of the planet. This is the case for all who would not take their power and their rights for themselves.

To the degree that you feel powerless, that you feel helplessness, that your desires are not met, that you are unworthy, addicted and obsessed by feelings, to this degree you are infected. With these impurities you cannot be used by the Hyrayarch for the XAXA and the Ingersol's Solians will see you and will come after you and hurt all who you would try to help.

There are those who would have us know ourselves better and they are in the religions, or in commerce, they are inside every place. Regard them as transparent and illusions. The ones inside are the XAXA who confuse the inner ear and we demand things, demand revenge, demand fear, Notice the pang of conscience when your know this is wrong.

Give me your ear in whatever fashion you have so that I may bring you into the light and out of the dark. The dark is there so that you may not move and may not know who you are. You cannot see yourself in the dark but in the light you are full of happiness that in the dark you are filled with fear. In the dark this fear is taken away from you and you feel empty in your stomach because this is where the parasites live in your lower regions and they look for ways to make you feel in these dimensions to make you hate. The XAXA want you to struggle, to hate, demand survival, to fear for your life, to be afraid of death, to be weary of work, to make life evil and to see nothing but separation.

If you exude any fear vibrations this is a signal to the animal and to their reptile natures. They sense who you are, that you are of the Hyrayarch and they know you are one of us and this fear would lead them to us. This is why all things are kept in mystery and are in the coded language of the initiates. It is getting stronger now with more information everywhere.

They cannot see most of it and the transformation is this going too fast for them and there are other beings that are in their faces as they are in ours.

They are needing energy more and more as they face the onslaught of truth that makes them shiver at their very core. Their personal energy is in danger by the collective forces of the universe that say they must reach alizibrium and harmonize with universal law. Alonians will either become extinct in these next few years or will regain the life force.

This is why you demand freedom so much and that you will not accept anything less anymore.

To the degree you do and to the degree you put up with control this is the degree in which you feel unworthy of being who you really are and leave yourself a nervous wreck. The key is in your consciousness and this is where it is all happening. For you know that you are not satisfied and that you will be ready to move on at any time if this so be it.

In the dream of the outer world their is only pain that is produced by fear. The fear of being seen as something that is not the reality of life. The reality of life is love and the love is inclusive of all beings. When there is aloneness in the heart of someone that you are close to this aloneness is there to help them to find their own center.

The center must be found before their is attraction. If the orbit of your being is based off center then you will go off course and not be safe. You life will careen into the distance and be obliterated by the law. The center must be stabilized and carefully managed in order that you may become whole.

Rysa do you see how this time is being brought into our consciousness and how we are ready for a higher evolution. Siana said. We are upon the edge of either being annihilated or being reborn with more strength and power.

Our civilization has lost a great deal, our fertility, or mental awareness for most, and our sense of humanity, but we are fighting a spiritual battle.

Your healing is complete.

Your heart is strong but you must guard it with greater strength.

If you allow it to be punctured your strength will slip out and your life will not be able to be returned. Rysa you have been infected by OBS and now you are also given the power to overcome it. You are not a victim of this disease nor will you die.

You must follow your inner intuition and listen to these inner teachers. They will show you the most important lessons are learned in experience of Zyan.

I will see you in your dreams tonight, She mentioned as I left.

I will be there as you need me.